Plzz wapas aajao yr. I m really sorry

Hiiii frnds .. its vikas ..mai u.p ka rhne wala hu . Aj m aap logo ko apne schhe pyar k bare m btata hu .. meri sbsw phle usese wat fb p hui thi..m phle bahut fb chalata tha frnds ek din fb chla rha tha to ek ldki thi tanu mera pyr use mene frnd rqst bhej di..mujhe phle new frnds bnane ka kafi shok tha to bhej di mene reqst..mene nxt tym apni fb on ki to dekha tanu n rqst accept krli thi..tanu ka msg aaya hiiii hmene v rply kia hmlog ki wat hone lgi ..3-4 din hmlog ne fb p bahut bat ki hm dono ko ek dusre s wat krke bahut achha lga ..fir dhire dhire hm log ki fon m v wat hone lgi ..wad m tanu n mujhe btaya ki wo mujhe phle s lyk krti thi m Jaha cochng pdne jata tha wo whi rhti thi. .wo mujhe phle s janti thi lekin m nhi..mene use kbhi dekha v nhi tha. Hm log ki kafi wat hone lgi fon p ..dhire dhire m usese wat kiye wina rh nhi pata tha..mujhe realise hua ki m tanu s pyr krne lga hu .mene fir tanu ko propose kia..phle to usne ha nhi kia lekin wad m ushne mujhse ha krdia qki wo v mujhse lov krne lgi thi..hm log bahut khus the ek dusre k sath wo v mujhse bahut lov krne lgi thi m v usese bahut lov krne lga tha avi v krta hu..sb kuch thk thak chl rha tha..fir dhire dhire hmlog m ldaia hone lgi .kvi tanu glti krti to kvi hm glti krte wese m jyada glti krta tha..mujhe thodi gusaa v jyada aati thi…lekin m tanu s pyr bahut krta tha..fir dhire dhire tanu mujhe ignor krne lgi…mujhe bura v lgta tha kvi kvi gusee m ulta sidha v nikl jata tha…fir dhire dhire tanu n mujhse wat krna km krdia..m daily use cll krta msg krta lekin wo koi rply ni deti…or ushne last m aake wol he dia ki mujhe ab tmhare sath nhi rhna h ushne aisa wola to aisa lga ki jaise kisi n jan he nikal li ho..mene tanu s bahut sorry bola lekin ushne maf nhi kia ..mujhe v apni gltio ka ehsas hua lekin ab m sudhr gya tha ..lekin tanu n mujhe maf ni kia. Tanu ko pane k liye mene sb kuch kia sb kuch lekin wo nhi mani… m ushko daily call krta Lekin wo kt krdeti …frnds aaj ka seen ye h ki m ek mnt k liye vTanu ko bhul nhi rha hu..na ab rat m nind aati h na bhoonk lgti h …bsss pure din leta hua ushki fb profile kuch recodings sunke rota rhta hu.. hr pl yhi sochta hu kese v tanu waps aajaye mere life m..lekin y bss ek spna bnke he rh gya. Mene ushko bahut cll ki bahut sorry boli lekin ushne maf nhi kia ..wo woli mujhe presan mt kro mujhe khus rhne do irritate na kia kro mujhe …frnds fir hmne v soch lia apne pyr k liye itna to kr he skte h..hmne promis kia usese ki kvi presan nhi krenge ushko lyf m.cll msg krke irritate v nhi krenge or y ek apna promis hm hmesa nibhayenge.. tanu ko aj v m bhula nhi paya hu ..kher wo apne frnds m bahut khus h enjoy kr rhi h…mera pyr khus h or mujhe kya chahye. .lekin frnds m tanu ko nhi bhula pa rha hu frnds aplog blv nhi kroge mera 10 din m weight 54 se 46 ho gya. Kafi bimar v ho gya hu..ek pl k liye v tanu ko bhul nhi pa rha hu bss yhi sochta rhta hu aise kaise chor dia usne mujhe..koi v pl aisa nhi jata h jishme tanu ki yad nA aay…frnd plzzz help kro meri mera pyr kaise wapas aayga plzzz hlp kro meri ..or hmne soch lia h ki agr wo mujhe na mili to m zinda nhi rahunga frnds plzzz help me ..